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| Sunday, January 15th, 2006 | | 10:21 pm |
There must be something wrong happened, or else why have I been feeling uneasy for the whole daytime…… Having almost lost heart at what always holding, it's abnormal for me, such a bad guy. Such guy like me should live in guilty ,but not in unconsious. And what about those beautiful wonderful flames?They are so shining that I could not hold my tears.Yes, I am a coward, must be. I could not dare to accept any change ,any little unusual matter disturbing my feelings, still can't bear such matters! | | Friday, January 13th, 2006 | | 10:14 pm |
So long no see,sorry. To tell you the truth, I am reall tied now, but I am still not willing to abandod you, as its unfair for you. Still need quiet, still. Sometimes I thought you a hypocrite, sometimes a man with great love.It's such paradox. Of course what you are or what you all are really take little influence on me, as I am a numb guy, never mind how you deal with your fairs, it is none of my business. All of you! But the moment you appears I lose control and begin to hate everything. I begin to lose temper. How can a guy really control herself completely! How! Niqiu said once that I should leave a blank character after each interpunction. It seems that I have follow his advice,hehe. | | Monday, January 9th, 2006 | | 10:44 pm |
Terrible!
How is everything going on!How crazy I am!What a terrible guy I am! For all day with the lust to make my best friends hate me! What a terrible guy! | | Wednesday, January 4th, 2006 | | 8:47 pm |
Tired
Taking Niqiu's advice,this time you will seen more blanks! some complain: Actually I am tired now,as have been watching two screens for a whole day without entertaining!Even listening to a song!Besides taking short rests to change the siting position!Eyes are so heavy now.Looking outside the window,it's towards evening again.And I see a light just high up on the opposite big room.Once before I saw a handsome boy walking out from it!How I wish to see him now just for a little rest!Just as a little gift to reward my eyes~ Ok ,enen have got a lumbago,I am glad to struggle to stand from desk and head for the dining hall! Study notes today: 1.The configure file for netcard module has changed its name from "/etc/conf.modules" to "/etc/modules.conf" since redhat 7.2. 2.Serve port configure file has changed from "etc/inetd.conf" to "/etc/xinetd.conf" since redhat 7.2,and the command and grammar changed completely as well. (Couldn't understand hungry just now and went to have supper!Just come back again.Now go on!) 3.This command "q!" and "wq!" usually is warned when you use in vi,but I think they are good commands and I like the "!". 4."stat" can be used to see the file information in detail. 5.Configure file for netcards "/etc/sysconfig/network-scrips/ifcfg-eth N","N" is the serial number of netcard fixed in you pc. 6.Unconsciously Ｉfound the LJ manage place,how careless I used to be! Now I am writing an e-mail to Amanda,she has asked several times!How careless I was again! | | Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006 | | 3:55 pm |
Although a cloudy day,I am in good mood. First take some notes: 1.Install redhat again,an embarrassing thing to say out. 2.my gcc got updated. 3.If I want to use its math lib,I have to add like this gcc -o judge judge.c -lm,here -lm shows linking a math lib named libm.a 4.But what should I do if I want to use a function while I don't now its lib name?We can find its name by this command,for example,if I want to find which lib the "sin" function is in,I can enter: nm -o /lib/*.so|grep sin>~/sin ,Wwe search in the file "~/sin",then we will find such a line:libm-2.1.2.so:00009fa0 W sin ,the function is in the libm-2.1.2.so lib.Cross out the word"lib"and the edition number,we will leave "m",so we just write "-lm".There are usually three paths of lib:/usr/lib,/lib,/usr/local/lib.But surely it's a foolish way,as it always list many lines!So if anyone know a better way,welcome you to leave a comment.we\\ 5.A lib named "conio.h",before I used it in turboo c,its a functiong for inputing a char,such as "getch()". 6.whether should I install fictx tomorrow？If not busy. 7.The day.c function still can't work,debug it tomorrow. 8.When use scanf to input data,had better use "&",for example:scanf("%d",&x). Before I have use many commands,but of course have forgot a lot of them,so now I find it will be better to take some notes at times,and I do it! I have killed my fever during its going up!Is there any mistakes in the sentence? | | Friday, December 30th, 2005 | | 1:14 pm |
It's so hard,all the questions,there is no problem I can make sure right. Tonight there will be a meal offered by my tutor,But as usual It won't be very interesting. Niqiu add me again,ohha,nothing is important and I'm sure that he is not willing to knock me off his friends list,hah ,he will be not so happy and a little embarrassed when he sees here,so you see what a bad guy I am,I never make anybody even a good boy happy on purpose.Everything,just let it where it is,That's best to me. Now I am writting two blogs,one in chinese in blogcn and the other here in English.When I have no words in chense to say I turn to here and vice versa. Writing skill has decreased greatly!What depressed me so much! | | Wednesday, December 28th, 2005 | | 8:08 pm |
English note
From now on ,this place will be my English blog,that means I will write each passage in English. But how to spell my favourite "赫赫"?It's a problem. Very tired but not too upset,just a ltlle hungry now. I haven't gone in for what I want for several days as for the test that will be given on Friday Morning.I am busy with it and I have to. Now it's not a good state,and few words I want to say. | | Wednesday, November 30th, 2005 | | 4:22 am |
丢人
发现还不会修改或删除已经写好的东西……
丢人！！
继续找！ | | 3:25 am |
不容易
容易么我！大半夜跑来更新这玩意…… 昨天十点，整个实验室突然乱成一团，都开始发现并行计算的试卷不是那么简单！这里的简 单程度和字数有关！因为答案不成问题，难的是要写的太多！◎而且答案晚上刚刚到达本站 ！本来以为答案来了抄抄就了事的！哪只道有十几页！几乎每一道题都是个论文◎整整实际 篇论文！◎出题的老师，实在不知说你什么好了，上课上成那个德行，一张卷子出的……你 还不如闭卷得了！ 结果小磊在外面住，她说她不可以夜里留下，必须得先抄，另一个mm不习惯夜里工作，也 得先做！再说答案也是人家带来了，肯定得优先吧，而且明天早晨九点就要上交了！ 就这样，也就刚才没多久，昨晚十点半的时候我发现我必须得做出个决定，发现我终于又可 以通宵了！！又有个可以通宵的理由了！ 实验室的另一个兄弟也如此，不过男生宿舍是可以半夜进去的，他倒不怕，紧赶慢赶，接近 两点的时候搞定，然后走人！走的时候还算gentleman，跟我说他那里有苹果，哈 ，正好我的苹果晚上刚吃完，还有麦片，还好我刚打了壶开水！嗯，那个兄弟人是不错，经 常请我吃夜宵，哈！不过不要多想啦，他有GF咯，而且是八年咯，多好的一对！ 既然决定呆一夜了，自然就不急了，慢慢做，顺便思考一下。就这样做一会，踢会毽子，看 看外面，顺便看看网页，过的还真算悠哉。只是有一条，整个试验楼都空空荡荡的，我还真 不敢出去，只好把门反锁了，也不敢多喝水，因为不怎么敢去洗手间。 刚做完！累的我心慌。 现在没事了，做什么呢？看电影？就要带耳机，必然听不到外面的一举一动，不安全，至少 我看的也不安心。听歌同样。真是，怎么现在也没人找我聊天了！郁闷，在我没事可做不知 道怎么打发时间的时候，怎么没人加我聊天了！难道现在夜里上网的人少了？自己又没有加 人的习惯，所以聊天这条路行不通。 好久没有通宵了。发现还是有些好处，上网速度奇快无比。空调开的哄哄作响，四周摆着八 台机器，N台实验箱，而且关键的是，只剩下我一个人，多好的配置格局咯～…… Lj里面的人果然一个比一个牢骚，可是牢骚发的那些个玩意吧，令我有点尴尬。你说你学 就学呗，怎么都把课程内容写上来了，是工作汇报还是有……的嫌疑？还不如把所有自己编 过的程序都贴上来得了！凡有牢骚处，必然少不了多系统！而linux绝对是是足以牢骚 的的东西，人们永远不会忘记牢骚这个系统！ 我没牢骚这个玩意，不是不想，而是不敢，因为发现在这些个牢骚面前，自己实在没有牢骚 的余地，自卑…… | | Monday, November 28th, 2005 | | 3:55 pm |
心口难受
不舒服，心口疼，自找的，没有原因，也许是刻意要折磨自己，征服自己，把自己逼疯，继 续死亡…… | | Saturday, November 26th, 2005 | | 11:22 am |
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